I painted this painting last year when I’m in the crossroad of what I supposed to do. I had my my longest ever artist block and thought I couldn’t go back to painting again. I lost interest of what I can do and so I began experimenting after experiment. At the same time, I took advantage the free time to develop my photography skills and in my mind I am painting. Really weird stuff but everything seem to work together for good.
Early this year, I almost give up and plan to destroy all my works so I can’t remember that once upon a time I paint. It was just too painful experience because I just can’t force myself to finish a single piece. I have some invitations but I have nothing to show.
One afternoon, I tried an idea to do something fun and colorful but I failed again. Disappointed, I went to bed and wept quietly. I prayed to God to just take this talent from me because it became a burden and I wish when I open my eyes everything will be just gone. Suddenly, new ideas came into my mind, something strange and beautiful and so I got up from my bed and execute it immediately.
The outcome? I’ll show you guys tomorrow. I need to walk my little darling chihuahua now and need to cook dinnah for my wonderful family. Have a great day or evening to all of you! Love and blessings!